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The drama "MADDER: I'm the culprit in that incident" has reached its final episode!
To everyone who has been watching
Thank you for watching for such a long time 🥺
After watching the final episode, I once again realized how glad I am that this was my first lead role.
I would be very happy if this work, which was created with so much love and care
by everyone involved, becomes a work that will be loved for a long time.
Thinking back, I feel like I was battling various emotions everyday during filming.
I kept a little diary, and looking back at it now, I see all kinds of feelings written down.
Ah, I was struggling in my own way.
But if I hadn't written it down at the time, I wouldn't be able to remember it now.
Maybe it's because my brain has a small capacity that I forget a lot of things quickly,
so I'm glad I kept my feelings. I don't want to forget the emotions I felt during this period.
Plus, I feel like if I can overcome this wall,
I can take on even bigger walls.
I'm really glad I came across this work, which gave me that feeling.
People can live not by titles, but by having something important that only they can understand.
And I think it's really difficult to care about other people.
The message this story conveys cannot be fully expressed in words,
but I think there is something important packed into those inexpressible parts.
I hope you can enjoy it while feeling that.
As I was reading the script,
I felt that while Akane has a smarter mind than anyone else,
and from the outside it seems like she has it all, there is a big hole in her heart,
she always feels unsatisfied, and no matter what she does she never feels joy.
I think she never feels any joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness.
To her, the world looked monochrome and flat, and she couldn't help but feel that it was boring,
and then she met Kurokawa and for the first time she became interested in people,
and it was so refreshing to have an interest in something, then she became obsessed
with the idea that maybe it would add some color to her daily life.
On the other hand, I thought Minato was a girl obsessed with the idea of being chosen.
Because of the environment around her, it seemed like she had no eyes for anything
other than getting into the super prestigious school, Seiran Highschool.
I think that's why spending everyday at school was something she longed for.
But she got to the point where she would do anything to get there, and in the end
It seemed like she lost sight of herself.
And for Kurokawa, who had been living in an environment where he couldn't breathe,
meeting Ryoko was the first place he could breathe, and he felt like he had found the meaning of life.
but his parents destroyed the person he care about the most, so he had no choice but to leave her
But in the end his own child makes him lose the person he loved the most...
But even so, in order to continue living, he still tried to protect his own meaning of life.
I hope you will enjoy this drama many times while paying attention
to the backgrounds of these three characters.
Akane and Minato
I played these two characters.
When I read the script, it was difficult to play these two characters
who are completely different with each other
But I seem to have something in common with them so
I could empathize with both of them in some ways,
and I think I was able to emphasize those parts as I played these roles.
When I'm watching a movie or drama, the times when I'm impressed are when I feel as if
the characters are somewhere in this world, and I thought it would be great if
I could act as if these two existed somewhere in this world.
But everytime I looked back at the finished footage,
I realized there was still a lot I need to improve on,
and there were many times when I felt uneasy watching it.
But at the same time, I thought I wanted to be able to do even more!!!
I was really happy to be able to be involved in a drama that I love watching.
It made me want to take on more and more challenges.
I also want to become someone who makes people who watch the show think
they'd like to see all kinds of different acting.
I have many goals as an idol,
but this was a time when I thought it would be nice to try many different things.
I would also like to make full use of the experience I have gained here to contribute to Nogizaka!
It's becoming long, but thank you for reading until the end. I'll write again soon.🥺
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